I can't believe I haven't posted since before christmas!! Paula said something about Juli wanting to move to NY so I had to come see for myself. I'm doing really well here. I feel like I have come into my own as a person and a mommy. I am no longer defined by my friends, but rather by the kind of person I want to be and the kind of mommy that I am. It is awesome. Theron is absolutely the light of my life, he is just adorable and thriving. It is amazing to see this little creature who exists solely through me and Andy turning into his own little person. I just can't wait to see who he becomes. I really had no idea the kind of love a parent has for a child until now.
It is amazing too what this little baby has done to my already blissful marriage. It is like falling in love all over again but in a deeper way. Tears form in my eyes sometimes just watching Andy with Theron. It's crazy. We've only been married two years!! It feels like a lot longer than that. Our anniversary was last week. Andy brought me a diamond necklace and a dozen red roses. Then we got sushi to-go. Haha. We don't get to go places alone very often. Sometimes that sucks but I try to remember that my time with Theron is very very limited. He is growing so fast and one day I will miss this moment.
I feel challenged and rewarded every day. I feel alive! I know almost everyone gets to be a parent, but I am really into this, I am giving it my all.
Baby is crying, I'll post again soon.